I would be completely happy if I could spend all day every day drawing or sewing or reading books or playing video games.
It would be bliss.
I’m curious and I doubt I’m the only one here
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I hate husbando’s dog. Hate is an understatement, actually. I don’t have a word that describes how much I dislike that dog. Her jumping on me (she’s a 9 month old german Shepard that weights 80 something pounds) must trigger flashbacks from my childhood because every time she does it, I get enraged and then want to cry. I was terribly afraid of dogs as a kid, I got jumped on by a big one and knocked down and it made me terrified of them until several years later we got a puppy and I overcame my fear. This dog though…just thinking about her makes me want to burst into tears. I can’t go in the back yard because of her. I can’t have a nice yard either because she destroys everything. My son can’t play in the yard because he’s scared of her and his swingset is slowly being chewed up to the point chunks of wood are missing from it and I’m starting to worry if its structurally sound anymore. I can’t play with my own small dog (a corgi) because the other one gets in the way. Don’t even think about bending over because she will jump all over you and get in your face. I hate that so much you just don’t know. Worst part is there isn’t a fucking thing i can do about it. I’m stuck with that fuckin animal for 10-15 years. I never wanted her here in the first place and it was me feeling guilty for saying no to begin with that got me to this point.
I’m expected by others to consider the feelings of other people before my own but yet when I do, and the outcome is shitty and *I’m* the one who gets burned, I get these, “oh I know it must be hard for you, that should have ever happened” responses. Excuse me, ass holes, but I was a-okay with my initial decision before you shitheads had to come along and pressure me into givin into something I wasn’t comfortable with.
Someone save me from this nightmare. I’m so sick of trying to stand up for myself and hold my ground when it only makes me “the bad guy”.
(And I resent husbando 1000% for this current situation.)
Jスターズ ビクトリーバーサス ”J STARS VICTORY VS”
I’D KILL TO PLAY AS GON AND KILLUA FUCK YOU JAPAN
i dont like any of these animes but this looks way fun
IT HAS EVERYTHING I WANT
Oh my god my childhood has become a video game.
My queue has been the only think keeping this blog running. I’ve been running around putting up Christmas shit, trying to finish gifts, trying to prep for the cards I’ll eventually mail out, etc. I haven’t even been able to play my beloved video games. After the holidays things should calm down. OH YEAH I still have to do that giveaway I’ve been meanin to do for ages too HAHAHASOB.
In health news, I had a blood test yesterday to check my thyroid for problems. Thyroid issues run in my family and I’ve been trying to lose weight for months and only seem to be able to gain it no matter what I do, so getting a test done for hypothyroidism seemed to be a logical choice. If it comes back normal, well, I guess I’ll move on to the next experiment to drop weight. It sucks, really it does. Getting real tired of being the fat girl in family photos.